The Trouble Of Living With The Parents

Okay let me just say I love my parents. They are always there for me. Also they help me and "support" me in every way.

But with this sometimes I hate living with my parents!

Let me explain...

I have always been a home body. Never really went out with friends nor went on dates. I mainly stay home with family. There's nothing wrong with that.

Now that im 19 and in college it really does help. I don't have to pay that many bills and its nice to have a support system.

But why do parents not understand the stress I go through.

I get yelled at for the smallest things.. Like dishes. I know my chores and dishes is one of them. But seriously give me slack. On Monday nights I have class. I get out at 9 pm and I'm tired and all I want to do is lay in bed. Tuesday comes along and I got a lot to do. I wake up at 9:30... Get ready and go to a doctor appointment at 11. Get done around 12. Go home grab my stuff and go to school. Right after school I go to work (where I am right now) now as you can see I don't have much time. Well I get a text from my mom saying why I didn't do dishes. I tell her my reasons but its not good enough. Now she bitchs me out saying I am now waking up early every day because I didn't do dishes and she has to now. Like okay I get it I'm sorry but Really? I'm at work. There's nothing I can really do about it. I have a younger sister who can do it but NOOOOO! She is too tiny. Tiny my ass. I did dishes at ten so she can too.

This is why sometimes I wish i had my own place.

Sorry about the rant.

-tink

You can only go forward

Have you had that one day where you seriously hit rock bottom and have no where to go. If not, that's a good thing because its not the best place. If you have been there you know what I'm talking about.

Today has been one of the hardest days for me. I told my mom everything about me, and I mean everything. Mostly about guys. I have a problem. I have a problem for guys. You may not think that's a bad thing but it is.

All my life I have never been the good looking girl. I have never loved my self nor did I care. I let everyone take control of me. I made it seem like I didn't care.

There is more to say but I am not good at explaining things. I really only tell my problems to one person and that's belle. I seriously don't know where I would be without her. She helps me in every situation and never ever judges me or looks at me different.

I would like to say more but who ever is reading this, please pray for me. Pray for my strength and the will power to be come strong.

Thank you every one(:

-Tink